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| A day that should I be sad or happy? |
| 04.13.04 (5:24 am) [edit] |
I got back my E-commerce assignment grade... I got an A. But my three other team members got A+... I guess it was due to my careless that I had actually neglect that 'delivery charge'. Sigh... I shouldn't be in this way... Grade A is already good... But when you know only you got A while the rest of your team members got A+, you will feel very disappointed one... Luckily my common test got an A+. But that's only 20% for the module. Well, I shouldn't stress myself too much anyway...
Yesterday my teacher called Shuting to ask us to go for a course(4days 3night) in Johor. I did ask my mum and elder sister... You know what? They never object me from going there though mum still a bit not happy that I wanna go... Yuppi... This is my first time to go overseas with friends without my elder sister... Haha... Though the course did crash with our attachment but our teacher can apply leave for us. But... I need to take one more day leave for my second sister's wedding dinner. I promised to be her one of the sisters(though there's only two of them, the other is my buddy, kailin). I think, if i cannot apply this one day leave, think I gonna reject being one of the sisters... Hopefully... She won't grumbling in that case... By the way... she do not really have best girl friends so she have to use one of my buddies... What e... What if I wanna get married one day? Who be my sisters? Well, who knows whether anybody wants me or not... Since those guys have already curse me...
Baoxin, Shuting, Melvin, Jinnah, Yankai and Rizal are going for the course too. Sadly, we lack of one more girl. A resort room need four person to share. Don't tell me we gonna to sleep with teacher or a stranger? Hmm... I don't want leh... quite weird with it... Hopefully can go shopping while we are in Johor... :o
Today IFP test wasn't that tough actually... I should not ask melvin what answer he wrote for the question 1... Lolx... My actual answer was 'Whole life insurance'. But before the test start, I went to ask melvin what he think for the question 1. He said is 'Endowment Policies'. So I wrote this answer down. It's quite reasonable why he wrote this answer. But don't know why our teacher said the answer is 'Whole Life Insurance'. Lolx... nvm... 10-12marks gone... Heck care... the rest of the questions are easy but I was kinda of forgetful... Lolx... Hopefully can pass so that I don't have to take the re-test. Mm... hopefully can score better so that I can get at least an A+ or AD for it... Think I always like to stress myself uh...
I went to delete some things in my ex-bf's blog... I know it should be his privacy but I just do not wish to let him think of those stuffs again... I know that I am in wrong but... Sigh... I shouldn't have done it... This had made him more... Sigh... Whatever...
Think I gonna change blog website soon... So that I can pour out my whatever shits problems... Lolx... Be alert of it~ ;)
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| Life is really sucks... |
| 04.12.04 (6:24 am) [edit] |
Tot that I have finally settle with one stuff... Now, there are troublemakers in my blog keep scolding me... What's e fuck... do they really know me well?
I guess I don't have to continue my blog anymore... Sigh... what are blogs for? To tell your own stuffs and problems... But I somehow never say out some of my problems... I just wanna write out what had happen to me while I was in school or outside to keep some of my friends that I am still alive... I do not wish to write out my own personal problems... something are only meant to keep in your heart...
Well... I am tired... really tired... Sighz... Projects are over... tests coming... when tests over? Exams come... When exams over? Attachment come... When attachment over? Semester 5 start... Seems like I cannot able to relax uh... I gonna break down soon... I guess... I shouldn't think so much and yet... Is there any killer to kill me off? Whatever....
Just wish me all the best for my test tml... Love? Don't wish me... I guess I have no energy to talk about love anymore... I just wish for a peace... PEACE!!!
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| Just wish for a peace... |
| 04.10.04 (8:34 pm) [edit] |
Sigh... This coming tuesday I got test... which hold 40%... Again, friday I got Japanese writing test... I really don't know what to write for that... How I wish I can have a japanese friend... Eh, should I go orchard anf flirt flirt around? Lolx~
Next saturday I got another test... The following week will be examinations non-stop then... HaIz~~~ :( Oh ya friends, I gonna change my hp no. soon... Just wish for a peace and prevent myself from thinking too much... You guys gonna recieve another sms from me again... Haha~ Hey, anyway, I got about more than 1year plus nv change hp no. le... Don't say me le lah... Think my buddies gonna nag at me le... Haha~
Exams coming, stress coming... But still, the peace is not yet come to me... How I wish the attachment will come to me quickly... I can't wait for that long... I longed for the day to come... Heehee... Big company leh... My fav. area leh... Wahaha~ :o Yuppi~~~ I just changed my blog design... I still think it's not that nice but realy don't wish to spend too much time on this coz' I got to revise my tests le...
I remember I got add a cursor but how come never appear? Hmm... Lolx... Heck care... Well, I was quite stress these few days... A lot of things happened to me at once... I am really tiring and wish everything will come to a stop... Really... After my exam I sure go for a tour or just wanna chiong and make myself relieve the stress... But doctor advised me not to drink wine or smoke coz' of that medicine... Nevermind, I don't drink or smoke too... Haha...
1.) CSP Demo
2.) IFP Test
3.) Jap Test
4.) PM Test
*Ganbate ne* :wink:
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| A day with lot of worries... |
| 04.10.04 (1:57 am) [edit] |
Well, I went to hospital for check-up today... The doctor asked me how am I manage to slim so fast... lolx... But hor, his UK english slant is damn hard to understand sometimes... My mum and sister wanna me to change to this doctor coz' he is good at explaining things... But I kinda of abit worried... Gosh, got to buck up in my listening then...
The nurse said that all this medicine will makes one grow fat one... very fat one... she emphazised that... :shock: Help~~~ No wonder melvin said that my horoscope said I am belong to fat-type group... It's all due to the medicine causes... Sigh... I think I really stop going those places to eat le... Famous restaurant, fast foods, steamboat, buffet...etc.... All nonono~ :cry: Why god juz couldnt give me a nice figure? Really damn sad... I gonna watch my diet from monday on and exercise more...
After hospital check-up, I went to suntec city to eat buffet... Lolx... that's why i said on diet must start from monday on... =p Heehee~ Actually we intended to eat Ma la steamboat... but my that elder sister wanna eat buffet... Mm... nvm, next time then bring my mum go eat ma la steamboat as we like to eat hot spicy stuffs... Haha... I ate a lot of things... but the foods not really nice... I wish to go Kuali Asian restaurant... Sigh, my elder sister lah... choose the place beside kuali... Mm... Nvm, still got next time... Yummy...
Shit, gonna watch out wor... See, i so tempted with foods... how to control my diet in this way?? Haiz... Think I will go chionging during my attachment so as to maintain my figure by keep dancing with the music... Haha... Waiting for my partner to finish her stuffs now... Sianz... if she can finish it fast, I won't be on my laptop during weekend then... =x Urgh... need to study for my IFP test smmor... so sianz... all thoery... baka ne... Gan ba te Esther... lolx~
Gonna stop now... suddenly feel smthing in my ass... =X Wahaha... I know I very disgusting lah... Shoo... I go Bian bian liao... (Shit shit)... =pppp
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| Juz hope everything will come to a stop... |
| 04.09.04 (8:22 am) [edit] |
Well, I know I have been quite sm times nv blog already... Coz' I have been busy around with my assignments and presentation... It's really stress up man...
I broke with my bf already... No reason given. I just wish to be alone and concentrate with my studies. He did give me freedom to study. But somehow I do not wish to continue this relationship coz' I realise after some period that I don't really like him. He doesn't believe me... So what's the use of keep on explaining?
I just don't think he suit me... I might be a girl who love rich and handsome man... I know I kinda of mean but I just don't think he suit me... Well, all I wanna care is my study studies studiieessss~
I just got to know that my attachment place... Haha, it's a nice place... A big company leh... Wahaha~~~ Sure got lot of guys around... lolx~ But the main point is not guys... is the big company and my fav. area... Heehee~
I feeling myself getting more and more slimmer le... Well, perhaps I should stop those method le... =x Sighz... yesterday still go for a jog and gym with baoxin as well as play a short while of basketball... perhaps to gain some vitamin D by adsorbing some sunlight. Lolx...
My best project buddy said me looks like comes from wealthy family... Haha, another poly friend who said that... Well, dunno how many le... I'm not rich lah... just that I learn how to save and spend... Heehee... But somehow I got lot of things wish to buy but never buy... Wait I go for attachment ba, perhaps will have some money to buy my fav. stuffs then...
I went to bbq today during evening time.. It was fun and the foods are delicious... Shit, gonna watch out my weight... I ate two plates of Mee Hoon somemore... 4pieces of nugget, 4 chicken satay, 1 chicken wing, 2 marshmellow, 1 bowl of salad, 1 watermelon, 3cup of orange juices... Wow, I'm a big eater man... lolx~ Gonna use my method again? Hmm... jumping around and turning my house upside down... Wahaha...
My ex-bf's buddy kp calling me and sms me... I really feel fustrasted man... I just wish everything will come to a stop.. Why...why he just don't let me go? I know it's my fault but can't he give me a break? I thought love a person, should respect her decision but.... why?!?! Sighz, I never pick up his buddy call... Neither I msg him back... I just don't wish to argue back or what as it's my fault... I don't know what to say... Whatever I said is pointless, coz' my ex-bf just don't accept my reasons... WHATEVER~~~ So what I have to do are 'avoid' and 'ignore'... Life really sucks... love is so scary... can I find another love that is sweet and caring and rich? lolx... All I wanna say to him is... I'm sorry... and yes, there's no way I will go back to you again... I hope you don't msg me again no matter it's at sms or friendster or email... Wine and beer is no good for your health. Take care and sorry again...
Wish me all the best in my next week two tests and one assignment demo. :wink:
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| Too long never update my blog.... |
| 02.16.04 (11:05 am) [edit] |
Well, I was too busy with my assignment and tests and quizes these few weeks... I don't think I will write a long blog today as I got Project Management quiz tml.
Now is 2.52am and yet I am still studying. I did take a nap just nw but seems invalid. My second sister fell sick and keep coughing nono-stop. -_-''' My elder sister warned her not to cough infront of me and spread the virus as she afraid that I might fall sick too. This was due to my lack of sleep. "Human must at least sleep 8-10hrs a day, if not, he/she will fall sick easily" I getting worry already as I saw my second sister coughing terribly... No... I still got assignments to handle, I still have to go to school.... *Pray Pray*
Last week saturday, which was a valentine day. I went to my dearie's hostel and we cooked together. It was such a mess and hurry day. You know what he gave me? A bouquet of pink roses(6 roses) plus a self-painted T-shirt. Heehee... I thought that I am sort of realistic woman, which mean that I like expensive or useful stuffs only. But when he gave me that self-made one, I felt so touched and like that piece of his work done very much. Well, where is that "Realistic Esther"?? Haha... We cooked a lot of quantity of foods that time. Well, we don't really know how to calculate the quantity of two person when buying grocery. Lolx~
I don't really like to cook in his hostel there. Well, no homely feeling anyway... I cut myself somemore... _< It was due to his 'lame' knife... So small and not meant for cutting onion, ginger and so on but yet I use that to cut the stuffs... No choice, he only have that knife. -_-'''>
I felt that myself really love him more and more... *mushy* Well, I don't know... I just miss and love my dearie so much... But due to upcoming assignments and tests, I have no time to meet him. He too, busy with his CCAs and so on... *Phew, sleepy eyes come to me again*
Still got one and half more chapters to go... Take care guys~ ShOo... ;)
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| NP Open House |
| 02.07.04 (8:46 am) [edit] |
Tot that the Mac'donald, which I volunteered for Open house, can sell Mac. foods to the pple who walked pass. But in the end, the volunteers are not allowed to touch the foods. They are just need to sell the toys and serve drinks... Wat e hell... But overall, still fun wor... heehee~
There was a lucky draw hold in hourly time. I put in one coupon with my name, another coupon I wrote my dearie name where else Baoxin and shuting put a few coupons with their name on it. He said that he will be coming to NP open house... The next lucky draw, a few pple called but invalid as I think they are just being lazy to wait for the ? O'clock to reach ba... Shuting said: "The winner is from School of ICT, Esther" Wow, I was quite surprised wor... keke! A lot pple said I very lucky... put one and won the prize. Unlike the rest of my friends and seniors... They put a lot of coupons and yet... =x The prize contained of eight different color monkeys, three different color doggy cushion and four different color watches.
Next lucky draw again... We called a few pple and still, invalid. Shuting: "NTU, WeiJun" Well, yeah, that's my dearie... Haha... But he not yet reached my school... Baka.. I told teacher that I take for my dearie but it is not allow to do so. Sigh... I don't care the prize is wat but you know, it was so enjoyable when you are a winner. Haha... So I called my dearie to grumbling... haha... Even when he reached my school, yesh, I grumbling again... Lolx...
After that, the second last lucky draw, my dearie friend, David, won the prize... Lolx... seems like today we really on luck sia... Shuting and Baoxin asked me to go buy Toto... lolx~ Sadly, I don't like to buy this stuffs one... I guess becoz' due to my parents ba... Coz' they bet quite a lot smtimes and I see till I don't like it very much. Well, perhaps in future I will be like them too... hard to say... =x
I asked my dearie whether am I different the way in NP and infront of him or not. He said I am much more active. Yeah, that's me... haha~ I am naughty gentlegirl infront of him, but when comes to friends, I am naughty rough girl le lor... =x Not I wanna pretend or act lah... just that, infront of him I more stick to him. Keke~ I went to E-garage to collect a lot of goodies and gave all to my dearie. I think he quite like those stuffs so I gave it to him...
Oh ya, forgot to mention one thing... Celine's bf, kenneth came to support me today... I called him but he was at home already as I told Celine don't have to make such effort to come and support me as I am no more selling Mac. foods. Then he said he will come later on to support me. Lolx, so sweet of him... Well, kinda of admire Celine got such a boyfriend. I do have a good one but smhw I felt that Weijun not the guy who willing to sacrifice for his girl too much ba... =x
After that, Weijun and I went back to my house. We have our dinner at my house which was outside pack foods. Sigh, I miss mummy's cooking... Well, she's just being lazy to clean the oil... Hm..mm... I miss her cooking though not 'damn' nice. Lolx... We went to NTUC after our dinner as my mum need milk to make coffee.
We brought Orea cookies... Heehee... Actually we were trying out some games he used to play during his Orientation Camp. I use lip to hold the cookie where else he use teeth or lip to take out another pieces. If the cream is at either one of the cookies we holding, the other party must clean the cream away using mouth or teeth or the cookie we holding on our mouth. Heehee, we keep laughing all along while we were playing the games. We used 6cookies. Lolx~ If we are not at my house, or if only got both of us, I will be more daring to play this game. I scare one of my family members will appear suddenly and saw it. That was why I am abit spoilsport lor... :?
We then planned our Valentine dishes. Haha, yeah, I go his hostel and we cook foods together. This is what he wants. He did book the restaurant(in 5* hotel) for dinner but in the end I also agree the idea so he cancelled the reservation then. Don't think that he is very thrifty lah... eh, in fact he is... Haha...
S.H.E latest album is out already... Sigh~ I wish to buy but smhw I got to stop myself from spending money already. Well... better don't buy lah... wait for their KTV out then say... But... I don't have KTV set at home already so as to prevent my Ah gong come my house and sing sing sing(he on the volume very loud one). Nevermind, I go shuting house sing... but hor, must listen to album first mah... Aiya... My bf said he will burn the songs into a disc... make sure he do it.
I got to hand off now... so slpy already... Not enough sleep during those past few weeks. Less than 7hours sleepign time in so many days already... I hope I won't faint or wat though my mind sometimes abit blur... I got to rush a few pages for my Systems Analysis assignment somemore... Sianz....
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| Why am I seems so fuck up this time? |
| 02.04.04 (7:55 am) [edit] |
Well, it wasn't a great day today... I feeling myself in a bad mood. I guess it was due to stress. I have done my Appreciating Flim(extra module) assignment at about 80%. But ended up I do it wrongly. Well, I guess I really don't understand what was the question wanted me to do.
Whenever I think of my another assignment, SA, I feel stress again. People said that stress is came from yourself, you give yourself stress, not other things give you stress. Perhaps it is true... I keep giving myself stress. Whenever I think of my Programming class, I also feel stress. You know, my class have missed about two practical already and yet our teacher seems never wanted to have make-up lesson. The lecture notes I see already also blur. The english and further logic of Client and Server simply make me confused. The practical? Worse... I don't even know how the Java code is written in this way. Well, I guess I really need some peace and some holidays to settle and clear all my doubts.
I felt myself really tired... I need to study in morning and afternoon, doing homework and craps at night. Normally sleep at about 12plus to 2plus. Wake up at 7plus the next day. Sometimes need to spend time to go out with my boyfriend. Well, I really tired... Is there anyway to cohabit with my boyfriend? So I won't make effort to come here and go there. We can just meet up at home, a warmly home. :cry:
In the past, I always free on saturday and sunday. I will be waiting for my buddies or my sister to ask me out. But not this time. I am always not free on saturday this time. I need to go out with my boyfriend. I'm not trying to blame the fault to him. It's just that, I don't really get used to the life I have now. Sigh... I got screwed up with a lot of things today. My dearie msg me but in the end I give him a reply that I don't wish to talk much today. He worried about me and said a lot of touching and consoling words to me in sms. Well, I don't mean to be in that way. It's just that, I am in bad mood. Poor him... Due to my bad mood, I even scold my mum on the phone. She trying to care for me and yet I... Luckily I ask my dearie not to call me. You know, I am a weirdo. Scarely he kana scold by me for no reason too. In sms, he said that he don't mind to be my 'chu qi tong'. But I just don't wish to let him call me. When someone is in bad mood or suffer from depression, just give him/her a damn of peaceful instead of saying nice words to her or be her listening ear. Or else she will get more fed up. :evil:
Help, who can give me a very good advice? I really stressed up by lot of things... I think I need a break. Nono, I should settle all my school stuffs sooner or later. So I can relax. I felt that I miss shopping, movie, sleeping, dancing and singing now... That is the best entertainment when people get stressed up like me. But don't really wish to spend money again on clothes especially though I like to buy clothes a lot. I seem finding myself no longer going out with my elder sister oftenly... She and I always go shopping and movie together. Mostly foods and movie is paid by her. Haha... I think I gonna find one day to neglect my bf. I enjoy shopping with my elder sister. But when she got the shopping mood, the one who got tired is me then. Lolx~
May god bless me. I wish that I can get over this stress as soon as possible. Nowadays finding my 'strange disease' come back again. I will find myself in blur mind, it's like you know what you wanna do, but when you do, it is in other way round. I don't really know how to explain. I guess I really been tired myself too much.
GaNbAtE eStHeR~
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| Sakae Sushi Buffet |
| 02.03.04 (7:57 am) [edit] |
It was a great day today. Heehee~ A full dinner in my stomach...
During the lesson of PM, Sandy and I have to share a notebook as she never bring. We use Microsoft Visio to do our practical. The date I did edit abit but the rest of the date is automatically changed itself. The milestone also. But that teacher doesn't believe us and asked us not to lie her lor. Please lor, not only my one pair of eyes saw that, Sandy's eyes also saw it. It automatically, can't you understand it? Nevermind, I don't really like her eversince she like to talk about her management of life and whatever craps.
After our PM lesson, we five girls except Jess heading to Bukit Batok for Sakae Sushi Buffet. Yummy, I so longed for that buffet already, charamushi, Tamago sushi, fried tofu, fried potato conquette, kani tempura and OREA CHEESECAKE~~~ Yeah, I did eat those I longed for. I ordered the Tempura Ice-cream too though it's not included in the buffet. Well, extra charge of $3.90.
It was fun to see we girls get together again, whoever we are classmates or friends status. It was about one year plus I never went out with Sandy and Claris. We chat a lot during the buffet and we did play a game.
Sandy's suggestion: One of us choose one number and ask the rest to guess. If one of us said out the number correctly or left only one number for the next person, she got to eat the foods which we designed for her. Well, what decoration? Wasabi of course... They actually placed the wasabi on that salmon, but I don't like to eat salmon so Claris use tamago instead specially for me. Yeah, 'specially' designed for me. Haha~
I guessed correctly the number. So I ended up to eat the wasabi tamago. It was so... 'nose unblocked'. I almost cry but due to pinching my nose, the wasabi doesn't did much effect on my eyes. Lolx~ Second tamago with wasabi, I 'won' the game again. :? This time, I did not pinch my nose. But I did not have the feeling of 'nose unblock' anymore. The girls said that once you experience the feeling of 'nose unblock', it won't happen again. Icic~ *mountain turtle*
After that, we went to shop shop. I brought two bras, one black, one skin color. Heehee~ Then we went to see Bikili... Well, the bikili there doesn't look so nice when wear it. So Claris and Shuting never buy. Well, I'm waiting for Shuting and Claris to join me to wear bikili one day at Siloso Beach... Haha~ I'm trying to 'sai gou' them... Lalalala~
My dear called me and asked whether he wanna come over to bukit batok or not. I actually don't want cos' he was already not feeling so well and yet still have to travel to here just to meet for awhile. Meanwhile, I also wanna go home early lah. Haha~ Before he came, we five girls gossip around. Well, you know, when girls gather, it's gossip time. Haha~ I really enjoy myself today... This is what I called friendship, girls' gathering. It have been such a long time we never ever gather in this way. Eversince grouping all those craps, we always not in good term. Mostly the fault is came from me. :( But today, no workload, no grouping, no school, BEST~ It was so fun today...
When my dearie came, I went off with him to shop again. I brought some nice wrapping papers and ribbons. Well, kinda of expensive. Heart pain, but if the result out is nice and beautiful, I guess it is worth it. =) Money can save again actually. Heehee~ After that we went to take MRT but travel in different track. He wanna sent me back but I don't want coz' he got lesson at 8.30am tml. I kinda of miss him a lot but... sigh~ If you are in a relationship, and both of you are students, it is kinda of troublesome. =x That is why I prefer to go into a relationship when I graduate. But, I never make it. Lolx...
I got to hand off now to do my Appreciating Flim Assignment. Sigh, so boring. I don't know even know what to write for the third session. Help... I guess I gonna hand in craps to teacher. -_-'''
To Claris and Sandy: Thanks for supporting my bloggie. Thanks for today. Well, I'm not good in words so all I wanna say is, today, is really fun being with u guys, baoxin and shuting... I know, I always so f*** up when come to projects grouping. But hope you guys understand and know me well. Sorry, thanks for ya understanding for the past few semesters... *Hugs & Kisses* (Too mushy le right? =x ) Friends forever~ Gossipers forever... Haha~ ;)
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| SeNtOsA tRiP~ |
| 02.01.04 (9:48 am) [edit] |
Today(Sun) we went to Sentosa. Finally we go to Sentosa le... This was what he had promised to go with me during last year holidays... Haha... It was quite boring as he sort of quiet but quite sweet also. Finally, I dare to wear bikili. And finally, I dare to show my body with bikili in Siloso Beach le...
My dream in the past is to wear bikili in a beach. Yes...I did it today. Lolx... But think I need to train my stomach cos' when I look at those pic my dearie took for me, I -_-''' due to my stomach baby fats. Lolx... I think I will still dare to wear next time. I gonna ask Jacob and the rest of my buddies to go there cos' I really enjoy the feeling of wearing my bikili though fats over my stomach. Well, just don't like the sun. There is no sun today but about few hours later, 3plus, the sun come out so I went off to Underwater World. Lolx... I don't wish to become dark lah, but my dearie seems like to see me tanned leh... :evil: I prefer to remain as fair cos' people always praise me due to the fair skin I have...
But after today, cos' of the big sun when watching Dolphins show, I guess I grow dark le. I really don't like sun. Not only make me grow darker, I also will feel headache after too much of sunlight. Luckily I have a bit headache today. But I'm fine already after I had my dinner. Phew, I saw my skin now... seems like darker than before... Baka ne...
I made egg mix with bread and fry with it plus a hotdog for me and my dearie. I bake chocolate chips muffins yesterday just specially for today outing. I put three bananas in other box. It seems like we are going for picnic. Lolx... Yeah, I really like picnic a lot. I told my dearie before during last year. So he suggested to have picnic during Valentine day. Well, I felt that Valentine should hold something more romantic like Candle Light dinner one... erm, picnic isn't a good idea anyway... And also, I prefer picnic with a lot of people one...
I like crowded and have fun with friends one... Er Ren Shi Jie is kinda of boring when comes to going out with a 'quiet' people. Haha, yup, I am suaning my dearie. =p He will have his full of craps sometimes but I just prefer to have lot of people when comes to sporty places lor... Hopefully one of these day or during holidays, I will plan everythings to go to Siloso beach again with my buddies. Yup, I gonna to make those cakes and picnic foods for sure. Heehee...
Well, actually been cracking my head to think of what I wanna buy for him during Valentine day. But now I know what to buy le... He always say don't buy expensive stuffs, what matter is heart counted. (Don't know english correct or not, lolx) But hor, girls always like to buy exp. stuffs as they think is quite heart counted le. Guys leh? also will buy exp. stuffs but don't think my dearie will do that as he normally will think of sweet stuffs nia... Well, he is still student. Beside that, he already after NS,will save money for future one... So he don't spend much... Not like Celine's bf, like to spend so much on her. Haha, coz' not yet going to NS mah... =x
I'm not trying to blame him or wat, just hope that he don't blame me if I brought anything expensive. Nevermind, I will continue to crack my head to see any not exp. stuff to buy or not. Haha... See what stuffs can I use hand-make so as to consider more heart counted liao. But hor, no time leh... =x Heehee~ Sigh, I felt that myself getting more and more like to go to restaurant to eat le... But dearie don't like to spend money too much. Lolx~
Nevermind, I can chio Jacob to go eat our fav. restaurant. Coz' we borned in same day, same month as well as same year~ Haha, always have same character and same taste one... Lolx~ But he just brought a new HP, Panosonic X70. I guess that he have no money for restaurant le lah... Sigh... Oh ya, my god brothers... Haha~~~ =p
I gonna stop now, my hands are pain... I have done too much typing... Three days journal write at once. Lolx~ I siao liao... I felt so tiring now also... Sigh, gonna to do my 'Appreciating Flim' tomorrow. I hope that my mum won't buy any breakfast tomorrow so I can have my brunch with her at my fav. restaurant in causeway point. Haha~
Today(Not sun, is MON), is my dearie and me two months anniversary. I hope we can stay loving in the next few days, months, years, decade(too long), FOREVER... Well, provided he can giv me warranty, promises and guarantee... Haha... Walk one step watch one step ba... I am lazy to think so far le... Just feeling tired... Heehee... *OyAsUmI nAsAi* :wink:
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| 02.01.04 (9:16 am) [edit] |
I went to my god mum's house yesterday(sat) during afternoon time. It was quite boring but a small kid(1yr plus), who belongs to my god sis's son, was very cute wor... He don't scare of me, even he saw me first time. He keep wanna me to play with him. He so cute... When I don't wanna play with him, cos I was tired, he 'sa jiao' and start to cry wor... Lolx, I got no choice so I play with him again...
Overall, though he is noisy, but too cute and fun to play with. My god dad have a sprain in his leg. Well, he went to hospital for further check-up with god sis and god bro. So I did not manage to have a nice talk with them. I felt kinda of weird when I went to their house as I don't always see them. Well, since the kid so cute, I guess I have to make few trips to visit him and my god mum so as not to make our feeling more awkward then. I can reduce my stress too when play with the kid somemore... Heehee~
After that, I went to Jacob's shop(one of my buddies). His mum invited me and other buddies of jacob's to have dinner together. But in the end only Celine and me turned up instead of four girls(F.E.C.K). The dinner was quite plain but few dishes are nice. I kinda of wish that this dinner is my dear dear's family dinner... When can they accept me? I dare not think but just wish...
I told my god mum about this matter and she said that what if one day his parents know? Or what if his parents treat me not good? I told her I won't live with his parents if we get married. She told me that his parents will grow old and both of us will have to take care of them then. Hm... scare scare... stead with the only son or eldest son or only kid sure so frightening one... Somemore he is belong to two categories(Only son and eldest son)~ I kinda of hoping that I not marrying to him but somehow I wish I can be his wife...
Damn it... why must I think so far... (Oops...scold bad words) If only his parents never object us... if only he or I never said out my illness(can be fine one lor since I am slight case and not heritary at all)... if only I don't have this illness... if only we are not together... Sigh~ I love him, I really do... so I dare not think further again... Arh bo we will like last time again, break up due to my determination is not strong enough. Well, luckily his parents do not know that we patched back. Or else... objection here and there, my stress level will increase whereas my determination level decrease.
Lolx... better stop this, or else my dear sad again... Well, sorrie if you are reading this. I just wanna to relieve my words in my heart...
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| On Friday, 30th Jan 2004 |
| 02.01.04 (9:10 am) [edit] |
Well, kinda of lazy to blog last few days...
actually on friday it did happen a lot of things such as one of my group members... She seems abit fuck up lor... Well, she thought that everyone of us don't like her so we did something doesn't suit her. Hey, come on lor, even if I don't like her, I won't do such thing to her also. Cos' assignments and personal feeling are different matters. Meanwhile, I don't hate her, I also don't dislike her. It's just that I treat her as normal friends, erm, one of my classmates?
She wanna to hold the interview on other day else like sat instead of friday as she want to have her lunch peacefully without any interruption. She off her lesson at 15mins earlier with Baoxin so at least she have time to have lunch. Whereas Shuting and I have no time to eat our lunch as we off at exact time.
Just imagine, we have our lessons at 8am but she have her lesson at 10am. Who's the one who are more hungry? She felt that the interviewing teacher is too rush as we have just finish our questionaires on the day before. Well, I know it's kinda of rush, but I don't wish to come back on sat. The earlier time we finish, the faster we can handle and finish the rest of the planning in the assignment also.
By the way, you know what she was doing when she actually can use the 15mins time to eat lunch like baoxin did? She went to call pple and complain about me. She even called my classmate, claris, said that I like to boss pple around. Hello man, this idea is not only mine. Shuting also wanna the interview to be done asap! Well, why everytime when doing project, I am the one who let pple think I am bad guy? Damn it, can I just heck care everything???
Claris and Sandy(my classmates), they worked with me before... Or, should I say, we can work as a group actually in last few semester. But due to me, I want the best, so I choose to work with guys instead of them. I know I was kinda of too much, but I just wanna score well in assignment as I don't usually can score well in exams one... So both of them don't really like me when comes to assignments period. Well, she called Claris to complain about me. Is she trying to ask Claris to oppose me as well? Come on... as I said, not only I want to work with guys or want this idea. Shuting also have the same thought with me. Why always they like to say me rather than Shuting? Am I really seems the one who always have this idea first?
Why...??? I am sick of grouping... seriously... I prefer melvin and jinnah. They can really be the great project partners to me as we worked a few times together before. They are fast and smart enough whereas I am hardworking and won't mind how much workload to be done by me as long as the result is good. Well, better stop this stuffs... Or else the extinct volcano will erupt suddenly...
Continue in next blog as it was in different date. Lolx...
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| Happy...yet tired |
| 01.29.04 (7:11 am) [edit] |
Didn't blog yesterday due to 'reach home late', my boyfriend was with me as well as I have several homeworks on hand. Well, these few days really tire me down to earth(bad english, i know). Let's have some talk regarding what happen to yesterday...
I went to my dearie's hostel yesterday. I brought a 'beggar like' blanket for him. I asked from my mum one... Heehee~ It was quite heavy and yet I carried it with a paper bag the whole morning till afternoon. It was raining somemore. But luckily I brought an umbrella with me. I guessed that I was too tired and that was the reason why even when I reached the end of the stop(BoonLay Mrt), I still falling asleep. Well, normally I will wake up automatically when I reached the end of the stop. Luckily got a girl wake me up. *Embrassess* :oops: Perhaps, this is SBS bus. Lolx, I got used to TIBS bus in the past.
Finally, he got blanket le... At least, I am rest-assured now. Keke~ I hope he did make use of the blanket. Why I said that? Tell you in later on story. Lolx~ He is always forever naughty... Everytime when I go his hostel, he will suddenly carry me up with his arms. Luckily I am no longer the fatty in the past. Haha... or else my weight will break his hands wor... Now I weighed at 55kg. I kinda of wish I am 48kg. But too hard to target... Haha, too skinny for me also. Lolx... I think 'plump' would be better. Keke~ I like the feeling when he carried me up as at least, I felt that I am not as fat/heavy in the past. I felt more confident now. I was wondered, if I am still single, and I like a guy, will I confess to him or what since I am more confident that before... Lolx, think too much le. I got my dear is enough. :wink:
After that, my dearie and I went to NTU Main lecture theatre. Yeah, I accompany him to have lecture together. The lecture was so nice compared to NP lecture hall. It was big and gorgeous and... stylish. Even the seat also abit stylish. Lolx... While my dearie was listening the lecture, I do my reading for friday IFP test. After that, we went to take taxi to the new year feast with my family and some relatives in sembawang. When we reached there, I can sense that my dearie abit nervous. He is sort of quiet too. Lolx... I introduce him to my ah gong and ah ma. Heehee~ I saw my sec. sch. frens at there as well. I thought they have broke off but they did not. I'm glad to see that they are still together as they have steaded for quite long already. Though michele have longer hair now, I think she still look pretty. :wink:
Finally, the dinner ended. It was already ten plus. Well, I gonna to worry for my homeworks... My dearie stayed over my place. This is his first time staying over at my place. This is my first time that 'my boyfriend' staying over at my place. Heehee~ After shower, we study and do homeworks together. Though we didn't talk much, I still love the way we study together. :o About one plus midnight, my eyes getting tired. I went to sleep first then. Leaving my study room for my dearie then. He told me he slept at two plus.
**Alarm clock Music**, **Good morning** I wake up and went to study room to look at him. Well, never use pillow to lie on, never use bonster.. No blanket as well. He already woke up as he heard alarm clock. He thought it was my sisters' alarm clock as he don't think I will wake up at so early(6.50am instead of 7am). He always think I am a piggy... In fact he is the one. =p I saw that he already woke up so I sleep beside him for awhile. Wow, he was so warmth. Heehee... A heater indeed. I just like the feeling when he hug me tight. *Warmth+Secure+Love+Alot* :D *Ring* My dad's alarm clock. So I wake up immediately. Haha... How I wish I can stop the time... =X
While I putting shower cap on my head to prevent wet when washing my face, my dearie hugged me with my back facing... The feeling was so... sweet and warmth... Dear, can we cohabit? Lolx~ =X :oops: After everything was ready, we went out together. He sent me till clementi mrt. Then he went for his lesson. I still, miss him a lot. Heehee~ But don't think I can allow him to stay my house oftenly cos' not so nice.
Our group have discussed a survey for students and interview questions for tomorrow. We are to interview our teacher for "System Analysis" module. Well, we got to wear formal casual wearing. I'm not too sure but I going to wear like a restaurant worker. Yes, black and white. Lolx... I got no pant to wear... In fact, my pant was loose. So I choose black mini skirt to wear plus white long sleeve top and a pair of 'not too high' heels shoes. I hope I am not very outcase(formal) compared to my group members... Luckily never meet my dearie tomorrow. I am too mature already... Haha...
About eight plus just now, I went to study my IFP notes. After finished the lecture 2, I rest for awhile. I fall asleep in the end. Haha, luckily my elder sister came in and ask me to sleep properly. Thus, I wake up to finish all my stuffs first before I go and sleep. I was really too tired... I never have enough sleep from last week till now. Sigh, I hope I better don't fall sick.
Well, gonna stop here already. I wrote too long... Too naggy arh... I still have to study one more time for IFP test tomorrow. I haven't even practise my Japanese characters somemore... Sigh... Test are more important. That Japanese characters... Well, next time then practise again.
Dear, you still owe me Fish & Co. Meal. Heehee... I also wanna eat Sakae Sushi wor... I think you Zzz now lah... Anyway... Miss ya a lot... Thanks for those who take time reading my 'bad english' journal... Haha~
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| Suddenly wish to post this, Surprise?? =p |
| 01.27.04 (5:59 am) [edit] |
Well, think my dearie don't have a copy of this. Let him have a memory of what he and I wrote last time before we patched. That time when I said "Let's be friends", I delete the testimonial he gave me in Friendster. He also delete mine testimonial for him in Friendster too. As well as the 'havent stead yet' testimonial... He also delete his 'havent stead yet' testimonial for me. Phew, so sarcastic one... Haha~ =X
Though we never write for each other again, we at least love each other more than before. I think he also lazy to write one for me, so do I. Haha... We have our own blog is enough. :D
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Here it goes,
Esther to WeiJun:
Dear, write u a testimonial with a diff status this time.
Heehee~ Ah Jun/boy is a quiet, nice, caring, knowledgable, sporty, adventurous, slpy pig, ktv, gentleman and nerdy guy. Haha~ Though got sm points are attractive, he is booked/hold by a girl named muxin le... Eh, it's me. Haha~ He is a heater also so whoever is cold can hug him for warmth but no entry for girls wor... haha~ Arh bo i will 'bish' her. =p Just wanna tell you, we still got a long way to go ahead. No matter what happen in future, I will try to be more courage and not to be weak. Though words are useless, my action will prove one day. I dunno what to say or wat, just wish that u will share ur burden with me coz' I am not nothing to u. =) Love ya always...
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WeiJun to Esther:
My darling..Muacks~~Well,from ya 1st testimonial to mi,din expect the gal to hook mi up is u ba?haha~~ aniwae here's my 2nd testimonial to u and my 1st since we got together on that fateful day..well this silly ger huh..forever so notti and always like to dian my 'si xue'..bo bian she like will not grow up de xiao haizi lor..sometimes 'dai' her go out heng ma fan..
well she's getting more confident le..y lei??Cos of mi lor..
*vomit vomit* heez~~as i told u b4 'ni shi xing de'!!though more confident le,must learn to b more independent le..cannot always stick to mi,be strong okie??Though the road ahead of us is long, winding and tough,always remember 'when the going gets tough,the
tough gets going' n 'tough times dun last,tough man do'..be strong n persevere,we can make it and carry on de okie??Even if all 'lights' around u fail,u still have mi..by ya side...u r not nobody to mi;u r my gf--the one i love,the one i treasure most.. thxs for being with mi when i m down and unhappy..listening to my problems and sharing my burdens..most of all thxs for not giving mi up when ya 'tired' and things go real tough~~for u wld always be my matchstick,wouldn't u?? From the deepest of my heart, Love u always darling!!
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Well, just don't like when he said me like a kid. You know, in school I am da jie to my classmates leh. Haha... At home I am the youngest(exclude my dog), so is treated like princess. Kid sound sensitive to me wor... =p
Dear, surprise to see this? Are you been touch that I still keep the testimonials in my file? I think I told you before but guess that you never expected I will post this. Heehee... Love ya always~ Cya tml wor~ :o :P
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| A Cold and breezy day |
| 01.27.04 (4:43 am) [edit] |
I wore a singlet plus a mini skirt today. Luckily I did bring my sweater along. It was a cold day today. I think my dearie sure very cold as he afriad of cold. Sigh, thought of getting a blanket for him in his hostel but no time to buy and wash it.
The lessons today was not so boring. But I fell asleep during the one hour lecture... Opoos... In fact, is half an hour lecture. Perhaps the lecture slides not too many. My forehead became red patch when I woke up. Lolx, yeah, I sleep with hands folded and lie on my hands. =p I guess I gonna do the homework for tomorrow so that I can able to go off early then. I miss my dearie so much.
While walking to class afer lecture, a guy said I slim due very terrible. It mean too fast already. Haha, after holidays, I lose abt more than 10kgs. Well, face change to sharper. Of course they said too fast already... Actually, I sick of slimming down, losing weight. But at least I wear can wear sexy clothes or shaggy clothes without any worries. I still like to eat foods but dare not eat too much. If I ate too much, I will vomit automatically or cannot stand the fullest in my stomach. Sigh... I like to eat eat eat but ended up vomit if eat too much. Now I feel like I hate foods too much.
Thought of organzing a chalet with my dear only before the coming of my one week holiday(His holidays not fall on the same week with mine). But he cannot make it cos' he have to attend his JC funfair. I did not get angry actually cos' I know he has been waiting for the day to come. I hope I do not have too much workloads on hand so I can accompany him to go to his JC funfair as well. Well, what about our chalet? Next time then, we can know each other longer as well. And also wait till when we have holidays at the same time.
Tomorrow is my dearie's stress day. Haha, he gonna meet my parents and some of my relatives including my ah gong ah ma. Haha, guess this is the first time I show my boyfriend to ah gong. Ah ma saw my ex-bf before but was when informal occasion/day. This time, a new year dinner plus "lao yu sheng". Formal enough? Heehee~
My dearie called me just now. He said that he is at Jurong point now to meet his friend. Hm, I guess is one of his buddies. I was wondering whether did he buy anything for my mum due to tomorrow dinner. I hope he don't waste this money as he is still a student. Meanwhile, my mum asked him not to spend money already.
My sister's supervisor message me again. Phew... He messaged me yesterday to ask me what foods, what color and what place I like. I never reply him as I felt that those stuffs he have to find out his own. I asked my sister when she wanna tell her supervisor I got bf. She said not so fast yet. Well... I guess I will tell him myself this saturday when I going out with him... or perhaps my sister will tell him before me. Dear, don't get jealous over this matter okie? I guess I will make this friend but not another boyfriend. I cannot able to step two boats as I do not know how to split. =p In fact, my heart belong to you only lah. =pppp
Finally my neck black blue patch no more le... Haha... =p I will do to someone one day. I will take my revenge back~ Perhaps tomorrow? Lalalala~ I'm finding code for background music now... Hmm, my cutie nice didi teach me one... Heehee~ Thanks to my dearest didi wor...
I put one song named "Valentine" from My Sassy girl movie in my dearie blog. I hope he will like it. Well, any "not happy" tell me lor. Haha~ I think I gonna hand off to go and do my work first. So I can go off early to see my dearie. I miss him so much already. About 3-4days never see him le... Sigh... Miss ya dear... =*
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| 01.25.04 (7:58 am) [edit] |
Well, guess I won't write much today. Tomorrow got to get up at 7am for 9am lesson. 5pm then can go home... Sigh~ The Project Management homework dunno how to do somemore... getting more lazy le... That subject teacher seems like treating us like those seconday school students... We are already polytechnic students and yet she wanna us to hand up homework... Phew~ Nevermind, just do my best anyway. I hope that I didn't do much mistakes.
I told my whole family I got boyfriend finally. My elder sister keep nag me for being lie to her so many days... Haha, I didn't lie, just mum to myself only... Heehee~ This coming wednesday my dearie will be joining my family and some relatives for new year dinner plus "lao yu sheng". I think my dearie gonna stress up then. Lolx~ Waiting for the day to come so as to announce smthing... Yeah, He is my bf. Haha~ Lame wor...
Today me and my dearie have a long talk on the phone. We talk a lot of craps but at least, I get to know him and his fiery temper more... Haha... =X Though he got a bad temper, I still love him a lot. *Shy* Well, feeling my heart is totally belong to him already... (Wake up, cannot give his ur whole heart~~~) Lolx~
Opoos, got to sleep le... Mum nag me... =p Dearie, miss and love ya so much wor... (too mushy le) Don't be too stress for this coming wednesday. Okie? I am your beautiful angel to protect you. *Vomit* Heehee~ All the best to me for this coming busy week... (^_^)v
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| Friends and boyfriends outing?? |
| 01.24.04 (9:59 am) [edit] |
I went to Sheena's house today for new year celebration. She is one of my classmates during secondary school day. She invited everyone, our secondary school classmates to her house. Some of my friends said I slim a lot le... The face sharp, no more cute... haha~ They were surprised to see me in this 'size'. Lolx~
After that, Celine, Kailin and I went to causeway point to meet our boyfriends. Kailin's one have not yet meet us as he was still sleeping at home because they played mahjong at my house yesterday till next time 8am in the morning. Luckily I sleep first, or else I will be more tired today. While on the bus, we four gals(FECK) took pictures together. It have been such a long time we ever took pictures together. The pictures are quite nice. =) When we meet up, some of them went to deposit money and my boyfriend went to withdraw money while Fionna went home first... My dearie thought he will be spend more money today but I think he never spend his withdrew money at all ba... Lolx~
After that, we took MRT to Plaza Singapura to have dinner together. Kailin was quiet... perhaps his bf was not around yet whileas mine and celine's around with us. But I did not neglect her... I kinda of felt that Celine dunno how to be friends of kailin one... She never talk to Kailin much and keep chatting with her bf one... I hope that I did not neglect Kailin anyway... Thought of going to Fish & Co. but Celine's bf wanna go to that Cafe cartel so... no choice. Keke~ So my dearie still owe me a Fish & Co. meal. =p Kailin's bf never join us as he had his dinner at somewhere else already... so sad... thought of having dinner together with everyone of our bfs too. If fionna did join us, the FECK world plus FECK's bfs will be more fun then...
The meal really make us full... My poor dearie, help me to eat some of my foods too... Haha~ Sorrie wor... I abit scare he grow fat leh... Lolx~ I prefer his body now... Fit fit one... But anyway, as long as he still can carry me, I am happy with watever size of his. But no big tummy pls... heehee~
After meal, we actually decided to go to Hereen by walking. But it was raining. So we went to buy umbrella. After that, I told my bf that umbrella is belong to ours so I asked him to put in his hostel... Heehee... Kinda of abit mushy leh... dunno how he think also... Then, I saw a photo trading card machine... Yeah, I finally found that machine in PS. Lolx... So Celine and her bf as well as me and mine, took the love jetty. Sadly, when kailin's bf went to exchange the notes to coin, the cashier run out of coins. This is the first time my bf took love jetty. Heehee, this can make him remember me more... Lolx~ This is our first time to take the love jetty.... I so happy wor... quite nice but not very nice... nvm, still got next time... Wahaha~ Love ya dearie...
After that, Celine and his bf went off first as it was getting late. So left me, my dearie, kailin and her bf. We set off to Hereen then. The whole day was kept raining today... Phew~ Nvm, more romantic... Haha... But kinda of troublesm actually... Bad weather indeed. Only first day of chinese new year was the best weather though hot and sunny. We went to Levis shop but too bad the jean I like sold out... Wondering when will be the stock come... Sigh...
After after after that... Lolx... my bf sent me home. So sweet of him but I abit heart pain... He seems so tiring... How I wish to help him to massage wor... = Anyway, tomorrow got to do my homework le... Been slack these few days... Heehee~ Hopefully can meet up with my dearie in this coming week. We seems start to busy after today then... Felt that myself get to love him more... One day of my love for him is increasing more and more... I can say, he is my first one who I ever think of the future prospect... :roll: Keke... *Shy* I was wondering what he think and how he felt also... Keke... Lalalalalala~~~
It was a fun day today... luckily the outing are not weird at all. See celine and her bf so funny... like children kinda of... so cute wor... Whereas me and my bf, like grow up kids, more gentle. Haha... Well, I will act cute one also lor... =x Though I do admire Celine and her bf, I still prefer my bf. Haha, he got his own good points. Miss ya dearie... Keke... =****
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| A busy and messy day~ |
| 01.23.04 (9:06 am) [edit] |
This morning I wake up at 8plus and about 10plus i reached my relatives house(mum's side). Hm..mm... a lot pple said me pretty again... haha~ today i wear quite mature... :o But around 1plus, my parents wanna go home early as they have something to do. So... I cling with them as well to go home.
When I reached home, I grabbed a lot of tibits to eat while surfing net. About few hours later, I go out and meet my dearie. I think I will be late for few minutes and also can avoid being too early. But didn't really expect that my dearie reached at 15mins earlier... Poor him wor... =p I should have reach early....
I guessed that he must be kinda of shock while he saw me so... mature wearing... haha~ Well, my dearie also quite handsome today... I like guys wear long sleeves actually... heehee~ After sometimes, his mum called up to ask him to join them for dinner after movie... Well, if their dinner was not hold near Suntec, I don't mind not to force him to go. But my left eye jumped two times today, and I'm afriad his parents saw us together... So, I forced him to join the dinner instead of having dinner and shopping with me... How I wish, I can join him for dinner too... He did ask me without any hesitation, but i rejected. I am quite touched his request... But not very sure whether he mean it or not... Coz' what if his parents not happy with us and scold me? I dare not predict... All I wish for is hopefully his parents can accept me and like me... not to blacklist me...
But for the sake of less stress, better don't let his parents and my parents know our relationship... More freedom... Haha~ Well, I did not have dinner after that popcorn... haha~ No one accompany to eat wor... =p But also nevermind lah, can lose weight as well. Anyway, I'm not hungry after that popcorn also... Keke~
Now my friends came to my house to play mahjong, poker cards and so on... I wish to ask my dearie to come but he cannot go to other pple house to 'bai nian' coz' his grandfather passed away not more than 1yr. Sigh... Nevermind, still got next year or any celebrations. Heehee... I felt that, after our patch back, I treasure him more than before. At least this time I don't mind to show him to everyone as I really love him le... In the past I don't wish to intro him to my friends as I felt that I wanna have freedom when going out with my friends. Now...I don't mind freedom le lah, even with him, I think I still can play with my friends... :wink:
I didn't spend much time with him today... Hm..mmm... miss him a lot... well, hopefully can go out with him tomorrow with my friends as well... Hopefully the planning still success... *Wondering how he think about me today coz' I actually wear very different compare to my usual wearing* =p
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| New Year Lunar One~~~ |
| 01.22.04 (7:00 am) [edit] |
Enjoying a hot tea, which can help to prevent constipation. It is also called as sliming tea. It was a busy day today... Well, I wore a top which look quite sexy as it's revealing my back. But at least, it covered my dearie's bite as the top is round my neck~ :wink:
I wore a white skirt to match the top too. I thought of wearing a mini cappucino color skirt which have a lot of lacces in the end of the skirt but sadly, it was too loose... I guess, I really slim a lot... Sigh, so I tried the other white skirt which have wavy pattern in the end of the skirt. But... loosen also... my butt don't have meat one... -_-''' so i decided to wear another white skirt which I have not wore for 4 to 5 years. Hm..mm... it do matched. So I just wear it plus my white boots which I brought it from China and a pinky small bag to match with it. I prayed that the weather is good today as my boots base is not really fiction supported as it is brought in China which don't always rain one... Yeah, a 'great' weather today... Haha, so sunny... Well, i guess i gonna become more dark again... My dearie sure happy one...
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By wearing all white, I got the 'right' to sit infront with mum and dad, haha... (can also avoid a big sun while enjoying air con) I realised that my skirt was dirty... nope, not dirty, is some rusty white brownish on it... Well, too long never wear it le... Haha~ Heck care anyway though it quite urgh...
When I reached there, a lot of my relatives said I am sexy and slim down a lot wor... Lolx~ But I really hate when that two sisters of my dad touched my back... I got a few pimples already and yet they both... Urgh~~~ Unhygenic leh... So just now when I took my shower, I clean my back for several times with fragrant baby johnson wor... Haha~ A few relatives said I look like Japanese... Keke~ But a lot of them said I look like my mum's sister. :roll:
I supposedly only go to my dad's side today. But due to 'boring', we decided to go to mum's side as well without mum and dad. We went to lotsa of people house. Well, a few people asked me got boyfriend or not. I said no... Sigh, I wish I can bring my dear dear along so he can have more hongbaos to buy stuffs for me... hahaha~ =X No lah... Just wish to show off him to everybody... Well, I never ever bring my boyfriend to them before.
Actually... I also wish that he can bring me to his parents' or relatives' house one... Well, just wish him to get praises for having a girlfriend like me... Eh, not trying to say I am pretty or what... just felt that I am not that bad... Haha~ But... Well, I don't mind his parents don't like me or what... just wish him to give me a status... Not wife status... a girlfriend status... I always admired my cousin they all... Sorry dearie, I stressed you up again... Anyway, this is my blog leh. =p Keke~
Dear, just wanna tell you, I miss you a lot. Though your parents object us, I kinda of inferior and sad, I believe one day you will let them accept me. One day... don't know how long leh... =p You know, I like to being popular by people... Heehee~ Just like my poly friends... =p
Love you always dearie... I will be going out with him tomorrow watching movie wor... Heehee... I will be wear till pretty... scare he will love me more... Lolx~~~ Miss ya dearie... :)
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| 01.21.04 (7:41 am) [edit] |
Today after my lecture, I went to my boyfriend's hostel... Well, I was almost late so I took taxi to go to my school to attend a "less than 10students" in the lecture hall... :? Well, waste $10.30 for this trip. Actually it was partly my fault as I can go to school by bus but due to spending time for designing my fingernails, I went out my house at 11.35am. (Lecture: 12noon to 1pm) Heehee~ Cannot blame also, I 'ai mei' mah...
Finally I have finished designing my fingernails... plus my leg nails too... heehee~ but kinda of not satified the result coz' not so nice and meanwhile, it is quite awful if you took a close look. Phew~~~
Oh ya, forgot to mention about my boyfriend... Hm..mm... ya, getting more and more love him coz' he really make me feel happy and secure while with him... Well, sometimes I will 'blacklist' him but afterall, I still found that I really love him... Keke~
I felt that perhaps that time I broke off with him is a right choice... Coz... before patched back, I realised that I miss him so much... After patched back, I felt that I love him more than before... I can accept all kinds of his 'bad points' le... =pppp
Well, gonna stop here anyway. After all, I am a newbie here, shouldnt crap too much... haha~ I love you dear... =) :)
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